Pangunahan ko na, sorry kung hindi ganoon kaganda yung magagawa ko. I know halos 1 year mo na din tong hinihintay and I just want you to know na kahit hindi maganda yung pagkakasulat; everything I am to write is sincere and heartfelt.
Nakakamiss magsulat. Yung magsusulat ka lang for the sake of expressing what you feel — not because you are demanded to. Yung feeling na you write what you want. I’ve been really busy lately so hindi ko na rin natuloy yung everyday nagsusulat ako. And yun yung nakakamiss, although naisip ko din na minsan may time na ako pero I opt not to do it. Siguro ito na yung sinasabing hiatus. Pahinga rin pag may time. Mag-iisip muna ako ng isang bagay na isusulat ko for a long period of time tsaka ako babalik. Hindi yung nagmumukhang diary yung tumblr ko. -__- Anyway, marami pa rin akong pending topics to blog. And yun muna siguro aatupagin ko, so bye-bye muna sa scribbles. Hihi. :)
Di ko alam kung paano ko sisimulan. Of course, hindi naman ako yung masurprise na tao (alam mo yan!) And if there’s one thing I’m sure of, may possibility na di mo to mabasa — pero hopefully mabasa mo :) Mehe. Anyway…
I’ve been thinking of a surprise, and kaso wala naman akong pera and alam mo naman na sobrang busy ko recently — so naisip ko na lang na i-surprise ka by doing something I’m good at — or better yet, you know na lagi kong ginagawa.
Ayun… unang una, maraming salamat for being the best mom in the world. Hindi na ako hihiling pa ng iba kasi nakuha ko na yung best! Maraming salamat kasi lagi kang nandiyan para sa akin. Kahit sobrang batugan ko, hindi ka nagsasawang pagalitan ako everyday, ok lang kasi at the end of the day alam ko mahal mo ako at mahal din naman kita. =)) Thank you for being so supportive. Alam mong marami akong gustong gawin sa buhay and lagi kang andiyan para tulungan ako. Although lagi mo rin ako napapagalitan… alam ko namang para din sa ikabubuti ko yun. :D
Parang bestfriend na rin kita diba! Haha. Alam na alam mo na yung buong buhay ko — and sabi mo nga sa akin dati nung sinabi ko yan sayo — dapat lang kasi nanay kita. Which is true din naman. :) Yun na yung pinakabonding time natin eh. Actually bukod sa pagkain, sa pag-uusap talaga tayo nagkakasundo. Kilala mo na halos LAHAT ng kaibigan ko. HAHA. Siguro part na din yun kung bakit anlaki ng tiwala niyo sa akin. Maraming salamat dun, Ma. Maraming salamat sa lahat! I love you po.
Words will never be enough para masabi ko lahat ng nais kong sabihin. Hindi man ako yung perpektong anak, I promise I’m good enough! :D I love you and Happy Mother’s Day! :D
Minsan nakakatakot ng maging maligaya. Why? Kasi kung laging after all this happiness darating yung isang malaking bagsak ng kalungkutan. And what sucks is it stays longer than the happiness does. Minsan you carry the big burden for a lifetime. Ang mas nakakalungkot pa, yung reason kung bakit ka naging sobrang saya ay
siya ito rin yung reason kung bakit ka sobrang nalulungkot. Ironic? :) Hay. Life, quit playing games with me… please?
You can never be too happy in this world nga. Oh well.
Hello. So practically I failed in fulfilling one thing from my bucket list — which is the one wherein I needed to post or write something everyday. Well, just to make things clear, I’m not lazy… if I want to I still can do it… the only thing that makes me think that I shouldn’t pursue it is the fact that… well, my tumblr is becoming an online diary and I don’t want that. I want to write something that would create an impact to the people who will read it — if there’s any — or maybe a story or whatever… not something about my very unfortunate life… which practically consists of a lot of rants, hates, and all those other stuff.
Anyway, I’m not totally disregarding the possibility of it being loss into oblivion… It’s just that, I think that what I should put — if ever I plan to continue it — is that something which would be interesting and worthwhile. You get me? Yeah, that. Besides… there’s this story I’m thinking of writing.. however, I’m gonna be busy this coming weeks so I don’t know if it would still be possible to pursue it as of the moment.
To be honest, I sort of miss writing too. Even if it’s something about me… or even if it’s something bizarre or totally senseless… I miss it. Writing is like an escape from reality? Probably because it makes me feel something which has worth because I’m actually doing something productive. Anyway… see ya when I see you! :) Even if I don’t have that much of followers, even if there are only few who reads my posts, from the bottom of my hear, I say thank you! :D